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thursday 19th march 2026
17:05
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i think i need a friend to talk about/do game dev with.

i think i could categorise this need within my like... "relationship needs" as a part of my exploration of relationship anarchy.

i'd like it if that person saw eye to eye with linux as well hehe.


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monday 16th march 2026
11:39
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i need to get my film photos developed

i went to a bus museum yesterday and it was beautiful
but i keep thinking about what if i had taken pictures with my analogue cameras.

i could post them on my website


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saturday 14th march 2026
17:23
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i wanna fuck around with computers

i was just thinking about Amol Rajan and the way he says "no" on university challenge when a team gets a starter question wrong.
wouldn't it be funny if that was your notification sound

but i'd want different sound clips of him saying it so it wasnt always the same.
so i'd have to have a set of them and the notification sound would have to be a script that picked one at random

i wanna fuck around with computers

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saturday 14th march 2026
15:27
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i got drunk last night and my voice is so much lower today
i can sing songs an extra octave down its so funnn

fly me to the moon an octave lower is a real treat
and i can sing the climax two octaves lower hehe


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friday 13th march 2026
16:07
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i just got a reel pop up on my feed (ugh i need to delete instagram or something) where someone sits on their windowsill and smokes a cigarette.

i think i need to sit on things that aren't chairs more.
the floor, the window, the counter, the table.

it feels more authentic


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friday 13th march 2026
12:35
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i found an old chat log from last april:

> becca why is honey not vegan

made by bees

> but its bee spit

its still the product of an animal
personally doesn't bother me that much
i eat stuff with honey in every now and then
but i want to stop because like
idk
feels weird
like even if u could find a way to get cow milk that wasnt abusive in any way i still wouldnt wanna drink it

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